SWAT VALLEY , Pakistan -LRB- CNN -RRB- -- The boys shuffle into the room in a remote army base high in the mountains of Pakistan 's Swat Valley . They are disheveled , disoriented .

These boys say they were kidnapped by the Taliban and trained to be suicide bombers .

There are no smiles , their eyes stare at the floor . These are the lost souls of Pakistan 's battle with the Taliban .

Each has a story of terror to tell , but the trauma runs so deep they ca n't even begin to properly find the words to describe what they have been through .

That task is best left to the psychiatrist who , with her team , was brought in to try to pick through the pieces of this nightmare ; to make sense of the brutality here and try to put broken lives back together . Watch Stan Grant 's report on the boys ''

Dr. Fareeha Peracha describes these boys variously as `` psychotic , '' `` depressed , '' and in some cases , `` psychopathic . ''

`` They have been brainwashed . Brainwashed against people like you and me , '' she said .

CNN was given limited access to about a dozen boys .

They had all been kidnapped by the Taliban and taken to camps where they would be trained to kill ; trained to be suicide bombers . Watch Grant 's exclusive interview with a wanted a Taliban leader ''

CNN can not reveal the boys ' names ; they have handkerchiefs tied across their faces to conceal their identities . The army fears they could face retribution should they be returned to their homes and families .

The boys sit in a circle as I try to get them to open up about their ordeal . What happened ? Were they brutalized ? What did the Taliban ask them to do ?

So many questions . They answer hesitatingly , their voices barely a whisper .

`` The first day they beat us and then made us exercise , '' one boy said . `` They made us run and told us you will wage jihad . ''

They said the Taliban especially poisoned their minds against the Pakistan army .

`` They just told us that they -LRB- army -RRB- are against Islam , are against the Quran . They said wage jihad against them ; we are waging jihad for the Quran , '' said another boy .

They all say they were kidnapped by the Taliban , some snatched from fields and others from the towns they lived in .

`` I was coming from the shop to my house , I had some stuff with me . They said , ` put your stuff in the car . ' I helped them put stuff in the car . They asked if they should drop me in my village , but when we reached the village they blindfolded me and put a hand over my mouth , '' one boy said .

The Taliban 's tactics seem to have worked .

I ask one boy , would he kill for God ? He replied : `` Yes . ''

I asked the psychiatrist , Dr. Fareeha , if she believes the boys are capable of killing .

`` Oh yes , '' she said . `` Two of them would not even give it a thought . ''

The army freed the boys during fierce fighting with the Taliban . Now they are hoping to rehabilitate the boys and one day return them home .

But Fareeha thinks that is a long way off -- if ever . She told army chiefs the boys are unpredictable .

One boy , she said , told her if he had a suicide bomber 's jacket he would use it , that if he had a Kalashnikov , he would shoot .

Of course , it is impossible to verify all of the accounts of the boys , but the doctors have no doubt about their trauma .

Fareeha told Army chiefs that these boys were just a tip of the iceberg . After talking to the boys , she believes there are possibly hundreds of others just like them .

These boys are the victims of the Taliban 's uprising here .

All they are left with are the terrible memories , the voices in their heads : the voices of the Taliban telling them to kill , they said .

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Boys rescued from the Taliban in Pakistan are receiving psychiatric help

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They are abducted from their homes and are being trained for suicide missions

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Psychiatrist says they have been brainwashed ; fixing that will take time

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Army hopes the boys can one day return to their homes